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第8章难忘的时刻MyUableMoment
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兰斯·阿姆斯特朗Larong
Theoldsayingthatyoushouldliveeachdayasthoughit'syourlastisa,butitdoesn'twork.Takeitfromme.Itrieditondhere'swhatIlearned:ifIpursuedonlyhappinessaforthemoment,I'dbeapoorhusbandaeretualthree-daygrowthonmycertaughtmethat.Suffering,Ilearned,isasessentialtoagoodlife,aricableasbliss.
Beforecer,whateverIimaginedhappiysoo,trahreortfolio,aPorsae-thesethianttome.Sowasmyhair.ThenIlostthem;ingthehair.
WhenIwas25,Iwasdiaghadvaicer,whichhadmetastasizedintomylungsandbrain.Isaveupmycareerasaworld-classcyclist,lostagooddealofmoneyandbarelyhungontomylife.Wheoremission,Ithoughthappinesswouldmeanbeingself-iknowinghowmuchtimeIhadleft,Ididain.
Ihadsufferedmonthsoffear,chemotherapysitleftburn-likemarksundermyskinaoremovetwotumours.Happihen.IateMexifood,playedgolfandlayohepursuitofhappigoingtomyfavoriterestaurantandpursuingaplateofenchiladaswithtomatillosauce.
&sgedme.Thefirsthappedinner.MywifeKristinputdownherforkandsaid,“Youodeething:areyougoingtobeagolf-playing,beer-drinking,Mexi-food-eatingslobfortherestofyourlife?Ifyouare,I'llstillloveyou.ButIoknowbecause,ifso,I'llgoaajob.I'mnotgoingtositathomewhileyouplaygolf.”
Istaredather.
“I'msobored.”
shesaid.
SuddehatIwasbored,too.Boredandpurposeless.Irealizedthatresponsibility,theroutinesandhabitsofshavinginthem,havingajobtodoaolove-thesewerethethingsthattiedmydaystavethemapatterndeserviermliving.
IndaysIwasbaybike.Forthefirsttimeinmylife,Irodewithrealstrengthandstamina-andpurpose.
TheseentarrivedalongwiththebirthofmysonLuck.Igrewupwithoutafather;helefthomebeforeIwasabletowalk.SoIvowedthatifIeverhadachild,Iwouldbethereforhimihe>
Becauseachildwouldobviouslynotbeeasy.Ihadmyspermfrozen.Kristinhadtohaveaion,andLukewasceivedbyiion.Hedevelopednormally,butKristinhadtrthedelivery.Thebabywasinddoctorshadtouseforceps.Hewastidhislungsos;tfillingwithair.SotheygrabbedhimfromKristioasideroom,putamaskoverhisfadpumpedairintohislungs.
IrememberIwasjuststandingtherehelpless,Kristinlookingatme,asking,“??”
AndIdidn'thaveanyanswers.Icouldseethed,yetIless.Ihadbeenthroughlotofscarystuff,butthatt.
MedineldashedinandoutoftherooIwasthinking,“Cry,pleasecry.”
Ietrified.AtthatmomentIwouldhavedohingjusttohearhimscrea
&hemremovethemask.Heopenedhismouthandschedhisfadletoutabig,strong“>
Itsouhewailoflife.Ihadwaoshowhim,buthehadjustshowlifewasaboutstayingtough.Youfighttogoon.
&hemakihroughfearandpainIbepassioelligentman,husbandahereforeamorealiveone.
IremembermanynightsafterwefirstbroughtLukehome.SometimesI'dlifthimoutofhisdtakehimbacktobed;apos;dlayhimo.
Everycryofhisdelightedme.He'dthrowbackhisheadandhisble,hishandswouldclawtheairandhe'dwail.“Yeah,that&apht.”
I'dtellhi“Goon.”
俗话说:“你应当把每一天都当做生命的最后一天来过。”
这个观点确实不错,但起不到什么作用。
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